NR/ Jere - Oh going places

I like going places. new things and new people. new cultures.

but i dont like if u go budget haha. i like to have some form of standard and service :D

haha ya well well.

I need to change my e guit strings.

my mama say my music too noisy.

hmmm guess what i said... oh okay.

hahahaha

i'm going to start my 1 dollar piggy bank. currently i am in the lead. honey is some way behind. welcome the master saver!

NR/ Jere - Hope

I hope my honey will love me more and understand me more.

i am not happy with a lot of things.

but i was happy playing drums today. even though drums is not my main instrument and i made a few mistakes here n there.

i think i feel happy doing things for God. Like work and playing instruments. Ya..

apart from that i am not sure what else.. honey expects me to plan and do stuff together. but some how..

sometimes i just dont feel like and i dont know.

i need to think what i wanna do sometimes i think.

NR/ Jere - Damn farked up!

This is bullshit...

i live a life of anger, hate and disbelief.

yesterday was rx birthday.. very happy for him.

i realise that some mistakes in life, will stay with you for life.

sigh.. just leave me alone.. and..

go away from me..

at the end of the day.. work treats me the best.. i just do my work.. do my own thing.. and maybe i'll be happier..

someday.. and somehow..

NR/ Jeremiah - now sitting outside rx's house!

or better known as the party of the year! hahah yea his mum cooked everything n the food is not bad. for once no liquors. but yea so many people fit into his small and quaint little house!

khalis is still not here and fio and the gang.

but yea so many people here it makes me wonder what my bd is going to be like. haha

so i shall now update here and facebook as to what is going down in da housE!

1914 - first post! uncle eddy, a linda, ps peter and ps pauline, my sis, stan and wb and me are here with many many of his family and friends!

NR/ Jere - Singapore Malaysia Overclockers Meet 2009 Kuala Lumpur

Supported by Asus Malaysia :)

End of next month going to see what records we can hammer. There'll be a few of us and yup will be near Asus HQ at bukit bintang!

the last i went to KL was primary school!

now i checking out the BEST buses there and the BEST hotel for the lowest price. wanted to bring honey along but then she will be bored when i am at my meeting. 3d and 2 n. oh well. i need one more partner. RX is no go. now left kha but he supposed to be here also la.. he have to stay for hari raya. Then i need someone who knows something about coms la... I cannot ask bing hui. if ask him then topgear oc tech only have 1 person in sg. and thats RX!

transtar and parkroyal hotel here i come!

NR/ Jere - Damn pissed

morning kena stupid brainless shits.
afternoon cant even have a stupid lunch without problems
evening go to sim lim and that was the only ok thing
night you call me and ask me all the questions i HATE to be asked.

if you wanna ask, ask someone else! i dont really care REALLY.

wahlau. cant stand it u know.. khalis also msg me about stupid brainless shits seriously man..

what the hell is going on!

i went for my CT scan.. the iv something something that yanching calls it was like damn big la.. and yea super bitter taste in ur mouth when they inject the contrast. not to mention u feel like throwing up. hope nothing is wrong with me. with all these problems maybe its no wonder i keep getting headaches.

Very angry. very.

NR/ Jere - Well Gents...

Hmmm cant wait for jamming and mahjong sessions!

well kha is still outta town and i gotta go work today and CT scan tomorrow. wonder whats it like.

Then yea lo.. more business please! hahaha

but oh well. need to order ln2 soon. got only 10 more days to get it done! oh dear!

hmmm... need a 260gtx too.

oh no...

and gigabyte and msi taking a long time to get the money in :(

oh well... wonder when my next trip will be. always go by so fast..

anway 367 more days to go.

NR/ Jere - Damn website down

mysql errors. either someone tried to hack too many times or network errors or something la.. oh well...

hope i can get it up again soon :)

RX88: Change.

Because U changed bro.

Because I changed...

But the world will never slow down.

Bear in mind who He want us to be.

Reassure yourself with the faith and patience u once had bro.

Its just a few more months. endure

NR/ Jere - Actually i'm very unhappy

I've been very unhappy actually...

lately.. just now i suddenly realised..

are we who we want to be... or who God wants us to be....

i know now the difference.

I want a simple, carefree life.. just relax.. have my peace and quiet and a cuppa tea...

but God wants me to be more than that.

it's tough this conflict but i believe that we'll eventually be who God wants us to be. Cuz that'll be the best not only for us but for others that we can help.

i like to keep to myself.. and do my own things.. and i hate it when things are not done properly...

gareth shared something with me the other day.. that he cant work when something isnt right. like when something is not where it's supposed to be.

actually i'm kinda like that... i cant work when people around me or are linked to my work cant work properly..

i also just realised that my music is kinda aggressive..

hmmm ok.. and i have got weird music tastes. one side hardcore and punk the other side techno and trance.

i'm unhappy lately..

unsatisfied with where things are going and what i am doing..

i think my relationship isnt going well also... i'm very tired and very upset.

i think working is my way out of things... i work to take my mind off stuff and avoid thinking about problems by solving other problems...

so with a big sigh and heavy heart... i shall now go back to my work..

i know i'll be tired later.. but with so much on my mind i cant sleep..

and i think i'm driving too fast.. or the world is driving too slow.

NR/ Jere - Planning my birthday party now!

choosing the venue, the time place, who i wanna be there, when, emcee and dj, food, things like tt haha...

oh well...

tomorrow range.. trying to get the PCs up and ready asap.

new website is up people :)